Wipe your foggy breath off the cold bus window;
the snow-covered scape outside is darker than it.
Watch your faint reflection in the streaky glass;
the bus's harsh fluorescent lights do you no favor.
I never thought hunger could grow larger than the body,
but you don't let go of a chance to prove me wrong.
Never did I look so large as I do through your eyes;
nor have I felt so small.
I once said I'd never regret a thing--
I regret it all now, even the regret.
no more happy endings,
no more new beginnings,
no more looking forward,
no more then...
It's all been done:
there's no tomorrow here;
there's only an endless now,
not interrupted by night or day--